here’s some thoughts

i keep about fifty percent of my feelings to myself

it’s taken a good while but i’ve slowly realized how much of a private person i am

it takes a lot a lot a lot for me to open up to someone

so naturally it takes a lot for me to date someone/be someone’s friend

but that does not go to the extent that i will not listen to someone else and care about them

i care about a lot of people and i really love listening to the things they have to say

but anyways the thing is although it takes much for me to open up to someone, i still love connecting and listening and loving

and i’m still trying to figure out how this can be so

here's some thoughts